I just realized im agnostic....?

and i live in southaven, ms. pretty much everyone here is a devout, god-fearing christian. my school even has a church thing in the library on friday mornings. iw ant to tell someone but i don't know who. my best friend is so closed-minded she would just try to "save" me. my dads gay and shes still very open about the fact that shes a . my parents wouldn't understand and i don't really have any other friends to have a serious conversation with about anything. there's alot of other non-christian things going on i cant talk to people about. by the way don't try to convince me the bible is real because i think its a bunch bullshit so don't waste your time pushing the keys on the keyboard